Dude, it's cool you're alive ^^ You don't know me, but I'm a friend of Jessica's. It's cool that there's people like her around... I wish I'd been able to talk to you before this, since we have a lot in common, though I dunno if it would've helped, but it's nice to talk... Well, I hope you get better soon...

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Currently feeling extremely hostile towards anything with a pulse, and many things without one. Handle with care.

Timothy,

I know how you're feeling right now. Trust me, I really do. I have attempted suicide in the past. But through it all I've learned that it is NOT the answer. People are stupid (as I'm sure you know) and most don't know how much their words hurt. f they realized what nearly happened because of them... maybe they would take it back. But that's beside the point. The point is that you are seeing this in the completely wrong way. Trust me, if you stop now no one will see you in the way you think they will. You will find that you are loved more because of it. Because, although you may not think so now, there are so many people out there that love you. People you've never even met or people who have been there all along... you've just never seen them because the voices got in the way of your seeing the love they held for you. And I know it might be too late, but I desperately hope you read this. To know that I've gone through every last thing you're going through and survived it. Things will get better, they always do.

Stay... Please...

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"And when the day comes that we can communicate intelligently with dolphins, they may introduce us to the concept of survival without aggression, and the true joy of living, which at present eludes us."

You may not know me, but I know this about you. You feel defeated and hurt all the time, but this is not the answer. I am the same way, somedays I can't take it anymore and just want to go out of this world for good...but there is always something to keep me going, it is usually the optimism, that I'm going to find something or someone who I can live for...
Please, you were brought into this world for some divine reason, you have yet to make a mark on this world, it is way to early to leave, you can change a life, in fact you have just changed mine, if you go now I will never know what would have happened in this world with you in it...


I know it hurts
But that can change
Don't go yet please
For all the lives you haven't yet changed for the better...we need you in this world...please...

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forever~fornever